Lucid Dreaming

I just got finished doing a couple lucid dreaming exercises and I'm in love. It was so cool. And I'm pretty convinced it worked because my eyes just started rapidly moving and that's the indication of being in the REM state which is when dreams take place.

I need to work on visualizing better because it was hard for me to control what I wanted to see, which is what lucid dreaming is all about. I had a couple random things pop up in my head though. I saw my uncle get rewarded at work for 5 years of service. I saw these weird technicolor tribal patterned designs that started flashing. And a purple/pink and yellow/orange flashing light. But mostly darkness. My imagination is not as active as I would like to think. Lol.

I did, however, force my mind to live this one scene between me and my hearts desire. Someone rang my doorbell, I went to answer it and it was him. I opened the door and just stared at him and he started apologizing and telling me how much he loved me. Then he proceeded to get down on one knee and propose to me expressing that he didnt wanna not be with me anymore. How lovely right?

But the real cool part was that I could literally feel all the feelings from my lucid dream scene. As soon as I opened the door, I could feel myself tearing up and as I stood there staring I could feel my heart drop and my breathing became very shallow. I was in disbelief, total shock, like is this really happening? I felt like that. Then when he started saying he was sorry, I started crying but it was a happy relieving cry. And we hugged and I could feel the love between us as if we were actually in that moment hugging each other forreal. And when he proposed, I just kinda stood there not knowing how to feel and I felt that too. And then I was super happy, I jumped in his arms and we hugged and kissed again, then the whole flood of feelings was over. And I was like hey, let's go tell my mom. Lmao!

So me.

But how wonderful would that be though? Like I can't say I couldn't even imagine that happening because I did, lol, but I just can't see him actually doing that. I think he has it in him. I just don't know what series of events would cause him to do something that drastic/romantic. Because I know it would take something for him to feel that he needed to react in that way. But whatever, enough about that more about the lucid dreaming.

Long story short, lucid dreaming is great and I will continue my experiments with it. I read somewhere the ability to lucid dream can greatly increase your ability to manifest your dreams. Visualization is very key.